It was February, “The month of love”. All seek for an inimitable way to express their intense love for their loved ones. Some present flowers and some present precious gifts; some go to parties and some spend time with their loved ones.
It had been one month and 20 days, I was in Bangalore. Bangalore, the city where no one has time for others in their fastest running life; where no one cares for other; no matter what happens; there I was trying to settle down to fulfill some undreamt dreams, some unspoken aspiration, some unthought-of thoughts. Every morning I woke up with a strong determination to do something; passed through the crowd of hundreds with a hope to be uniquely identified some day; every night slept with some desires in the heart. Each day I was struggling, to prove myself! prove my potential! my determination! till the day my heart questioned me “For what actually you are fighting back? Are you trying to prove yourself or are you trying to know yourself, your inner self, your heart; For what I was supposed to be here, far away from my parents, my home? What was it? Was it job, money, freedom, my self esteem, my dreams? What? Although this question was running in my mind continuously but ever tried to escape to answer this question. Why I escaped..Even i don't know..!!
'Nature' being the mother knows the inner of your heart. So certainly being the Super Power 'She' has its own 'Onliest' way of expressing her will; and that can come out any moment, in any form! Right?? Well, for me too 'Nature' dramatically did something, which blossomed my 'Dried Heart' as with the touch of sunrays a flower blooms out.
It was a normal day, when I being a bit upset; walking in anger, was coming back from the office; when suddenly Nature showered her love on me in form of beautiful rainfall. When those pious raindrops touched me, don't know where my anger disappeared!! And at that time I realised what all I was missing!! The melodious music of leaves when cool breeze passed touching them; gout of rain falling on earth's chest as if it was expressing its intense happiness of being one once again after such a long seperation and hence I was enjoying my first rainfall in Bangalore; when Nature understood my inner most feelings and tried to enlighten me in an exuberant way.
All this itself gave a bubbling feeling, Feeling that can't be expressed in words but seriously illuminated my inner self. I could hardly resist myself to go into rain and get fully drenched in 'Shower of Love' and at that moment all I knew was Who am I, What am I, all my personality; everything melted...nothing was there; simply 'I' was there that moment.....leaving everything behind...!
